I get in this pretty unhealthy cycle of wanting to make something, loading up my softwares and plugins, ready to plot some notes and then - nothing. I put it off until it all builds up so much that I make something that I funnel all my effort into, and that was the case with Realm Walker and Firewall (which is stored on other platforms). When I made the transition into this fresh new account that I could brand differently to my old one, I told myself I wouldn't fall into this cycle again but here we are.

It's really difficult to just do it. There's motivation, there's plenty of inspiration, but there's something indescribable stopping me. It's honestly really difficult sometimes. I really hope I can push through it because after going through the audio portal and seeing such talent, it really makes me want to try and see if I have any talent of my own.

I just hope it doesn't take another six months before I make a single thing like it was last time. I'm hopeful!